This site has slowly turned into a gaming blog but that really wasn’t my original goal for it. SO some life updates are needed perhaps…
Lately I’ve been getting increasingly frustrated with the “static” aspects of my life. My living situation, occupation, that typa thing. In some ways, things feel much better than they were in previous years (The independence for one). But that independence is kind of invisible until it isn’t, if you follow. It’s one of those things you take for granted on passive day-to-days, like having a clear nose or comfortable shoes. I only really feel “independent” during the extremes when:
- I have to solve difficult problems on my own and I wish I still lived at home.
- I do fun, self-propelled things I could never get away with living at home.
The former times have been biting me in the ass, so I’m feeling a little sick of independence rn. And with classes starting and work ramping up and money being tight and the incoming bad weather (I can feel it in my bones), it’s harder to get out and do shit that makes me feel happy to live solo. Roadtrips. Movie theaters. Camping. Like that.
In short, things feel too “same-y” and I really want to go out and try some stuff. And also some things. Wishing more items were cheap. Wishing winter was shorter. Wishing I could just get whisked away on a random day by my family for a vacation I didn’t have to plan or pay for.
Take me somewhere nice!